Things go the way in this rule. In the limited life with limited time, there should be something sacrificed even though they are indispensable. Some faiths are kept in my mind, and I rely on they and live with them. They are the basics of my willpower, motivation and even courage. They seem to be more significant when I live abroad, since they grow up mentally and physically, kind of like the scaffolds supporting me.
Looking back over, I couldn't tell where all these faiths originate exactly. Perhaps mostly are coming from my beloved family and friends. I was fortune to get to know so many nice people at early twenty's. They help me, making me believe in myself and get through the toughness. Some people are always consultants to me, I may be the one always helped. However, I overlooked their needs of shelter. They love me, so I got secure in knowledge that I had strong backing from their loves. Thus, I just kept telling myself I am going to respond them after I finished my jobs. I am so sorry that I was so careless and selfish, and was not aware of it till I lost one of the most important people in my life. For sure people get tired for such a long and unforeseeable waiting. It is my selfishness to drive them away. I should know everything is going to change except for affection to family. I am really sorry...
Say Love in time, no matter when.
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